...

you knew you needed more time
time spent alone with no distraction
you felt you needed to fly
solo and high to define what you wanted
at that particular love encouraged me to leave
at that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
that particular month was harder than you'd believe
but I still left

at that particular time

-

game over.

*

what took me so long?

dueto

pires hoje caiu bem.



"muita mutreta pra levar a situação
que a gente vai levando de teimoso e de pirraça
e a gente vai tomando que, também, sem a cachaça
ninguém segura esse rojão"

over and over

every time i think of you
i get a shot right through
into a bolt of blue
it's no problem of mine
but it's a problem i find
living the life that i can't leave behind
there's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
but that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
and every day my confusion grows
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for the final moment
you say the words that i can't say
i feel fine and i feel good
i feel like i never should
whenever i get this way
i just don't know what to say
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
i'm not sure what this could mean
i don't think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then i'll never see just what we're meant to be
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for the final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say
every time i see you falling
i'll get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for the final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say

utopia

i'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it

i will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it

you can speak of anger and doubts your fears and freak outs and i'll hold it

you can share your so-called shame filled accounts of times in your life and i won't judge it

(and there are no strings attached to it)

you owe me nothing for giving the love that i give

you owe me nothing for caring the way that i have

i give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege

and you owe me nothing in return

you can ask for space for yourself and only yourself and i'll grant it

you can ask for freedom as well or time to travel and you'll have it

you can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and i'll support it

you can ask for anything you want anything at all and i'll understand it

(and there are no strings attached to it)

you owe me nothing for giving the love that i give

you owe me nothing for caring the way that i have

i give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege

and you owe me nothing in return

i bet you're wondering when the next payback shoe will eventually drop

i bet you're wondering when my conditional police will force you to cough up

i bet wonder how far you have now danced you way back into debt

this is the only kind of love as i understand it that there really is

you can express your deepest of truths even if it means i'll lose you and i'll hear it

you can fall into the abyss on your way to your bliss i'll empathize with

you can say that you have to skip town to chase your passion i'll hear it

you can even hit rock bottom have a mid-life crisis and i'll hold it

(and there are no strings attached)

you owe me nothing for giving the love that i give

you owe me nothing for caring the way that i have

i give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege

and you owe me nothing in return

but you are otherwise.

vambora

cansada-mor.
segunda é nóis em benfica. rs



i just want to jump from the prison of circumstance.

-

eu sou uma pessoa horrível.

a vida é boa

e a smirnoff tá 12 reais.

stay loose

[...
i was feeling like a loser
you said “hey, you’ve still got me”
i was feeling pretty lonely
you said “you wanted to be free”
i was looking for a good time
you said “let the good times start”
with a quiver of your eyelid
you took on someone else’s part
...
and i know it could be me
i’m always asking for more
i keep running round in circles
i keep looking for a doorway
i’m going to need two lives
to follow the paths i’ve been taking ]

mas eu acho que podia ser a música toda.



feriado muito bom. :)
hora de colocar os pés no chão?
- hope not.

remoto controle

anteontem foi legal.
ontem foi legal.



e foda-se! :)

there must be a reason for all the looks we gave
and all the things we never said before
so what's the score?
'cause there must be a reason for all the looks we gave
and all the things we never said before

closer

é melhor ser alegre que ser triste
alegria é a melhor coisa que existe
é assim como a luz no coração

feriado

e agora?

aspas

oh, am i fooling you?
do you fall for it all
or do you just see right through?
are you as cool as you believe?
are you playing hard?
are you waiting just to quietly clock my card?
are you waiting for a moment to leave?

no escaping

gravity

time is running out

dia/noite ótimo/a after all :)

for no one

eu não sei o que sentir.
isso é normal, não é?



"and in her eyes you see nothing
no sign of love behind the tears cried for no one
a love that should have lasted years"

tanto mar

"manda novamente algum cheirinho de alecrim"

1

2
3
4
5
...

it figures

and life has a funny way of helping you out when
you think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
in your face

gota d'água

"deixe em paz meu coração
que ele é um pote até aqui de mágoa"

verdades momentâneas

gravura
café
bn
paço
mnba
"minha mãe é uma peça"
lapa



"...and still it would not come"